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Thursday, January 27, 2005
Crying...
Well it has now been a few weeks since the break up. I still cry, not because i am lonely or depressed, but because we had a great magic, and we lost it. A co-worker said it best to me, "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." And that made me feel better, I don't hate Rudy for hurting me. I don't blame him for leaving, if it was over why prolong the end... Am i over Rudy? I don't think I ever will be, but the thought of being with out him doesn't cause great waves of pain, more like bittersweet memories. I seem to be getting better everyday. Jobless So in other news i have decieded to quit my job and look for something different. Kinda scared now. But i have wanted to leave for a really long time, so now i am.... wish me luck
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